How can something that feels so right 90% of the time be so wrong? I know nothing is ever 100% perfect, so why is it not good enough? I have never wanted something in my life as much as I want this. I don't know how or why, I just do! I guess it is just one of those things.
Why can I ask things and say how I feel in writing, but when face to face I can't? I am such a chicken? When it comes to other things I don't have a problem, but like I said, when given the opportunity I don't.
There is so much going on in my life at the moment and I don't know which way is up. I feel like I am being pushed into things and pulled from things and right now it is confusing. I don't want to disappoint or hurt anyone in my life, but how can I make everyone happy? I know I am supposed to only make myself happy, but I can't do that. Thats being selfish. I can't be that selfish. I don't know how.
Oh well, that's it for now.
All I have to say my darling - is listen to your HEART! Be still - be quiet - feel your soul and your HEART will guide you! You may think it is your heart speaking but you will only have confirmation when you go within and be still!
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