Guilty?

I had a nice peaceful weekend. Didn't do too much, but still had fun! That's what matters right?

Why then do I feel so guilty? I was very upset after a phone call on Saturday night. I am trying not to show it. I don't know how to handle this. I don't know how to explain this because no matter how I try it sounds bad. And that is not what I want at all. I feel like I need to run away and that is also not the answer. Am I to blame for all of it? Is it my fault? Am I such a bad person? All these things going through my mind. Do I give up my life to make it easier? Live life for this person and not worry about anything I want, etc? It's difficult. Makes life more confusing. Do I owe it to this person?

I really don't know anymore!