Isn't it funny how differently we see everything. Everyone is so different, etc. I suppose that is a good thing though. If we were all the same we would be boring.
There is alot going in my life and mind at the moment and somewhere along the line i seem to have lost the plot again. Things were going so well. I learnt to live with who i am and accept that, but for some reason this week I have lost it. I feel fat, useless, and just plain not good enough. I know it is all in my mind, but it's still getting to me a little. I am pushing him away again and I don't mean to. I hope I have not pushed him too far again. Hold thumbs. It's not his fault that I am so insecure. Why should I take my insecurities out on him. He doesn't deserve that. That's another thing... I don't feel like I am good enough for him. Please don't get me wrong... he has nothing to do with the way i feel. It is my own insecurities in myself. I know I need to get over it.
Well, that's my little moan today. Things will be better in the morning. Hope you all have a good evening.
Toodles.
hi sweety. hope you feel better soon. you are gorgeous & any man is very lucky to have you. its not a question if your good enough for them its if they're good enough for you. cheer up cause you've got a lot going for you. by the way - i went on the templates & i like the girl one (the green one). how do i get to download it onto my blog? anyway. cheer up cause i still lurve you!!!!!
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